In astrology a water sign refers to any of the signs Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces.

According to astrological theory, water signs are characteristically intuitive, imaginative and deeply emotional (unlike the shallow emotional character of fire signs). Water signs are believed by astrological theory to often possess a much more penetrating insight into the true nature of other people than other zodiac signs: they are supposed to be remarkable in their ability to judge people. Water signs are seen by astrological theory as sensitive (often hypersensitive) people, and to possess a great desire to help others. Although they are not seen as intellectually weak, water signs are occasionally referred to as mute signs because they supposedly rely so much on non-verbal communication rather than direct discussion. At their worst, water signs are supposed to be withdrawn, secretive, overly vague, possessive, and pessimistic, often withdrawing into their own private world rather than facing difficulties. They are also often unforgiving if injured or even slighted.

They are seen as being complementary to the earth signs who provide them with the stability that they need to develop, whilst the water signs allow the earth signs to work more effectively. Although water signs are often, according to astrological theory, attracted to fire signs because of their ardent, passionate character, in general water signs will eventually find fire signs much too rude, outspoken, and honest to be comfortable with them. Water signs are supposed to have strong aversity, even hatred, for air signs, whose personalities they regard as shallow, uncaring, cold, and excessively worldly, though sometimes an air sign can balance out the traits of a water sign (thus creating a great friendship).


Earth signs

In traditional Western astrology an earth sign is considered to be one of the earth triplicity, which is Taurus, Virgo, and Capricorn.

Earth signs are traditionally associated with stability, solidarity, and practicality. According to astrological theory, they are realistic, cautious, hard-working, and dependable people with the ability to rise steadily to positions of power and control. However, at their worst, they are said to be highly materialistic, limited in outlook, and inhibited. They are seen as negative, introverted, and not very sociable, owing to their focus on their own work and goals that tend to move them away from an active social life with others. In judgement of friends, earth signs are said to be generally reserved and cautious yet fairly passionate, always committed to friends and partners. It is said earth signs tend to be most satisfied when they have accumulated material possessions rather than knowledge (air signs), personal security (water signs), or power (fire signs).

Earth signs are said to be attracted to water signs because the two share qualities of acquisitiveness, retentiveness, and self-protectiveness. The earth signs supposedly feel that the water signs will nourish them, whilst water signs supposedly feel that the earth signs offer them the emotional security they desperately want. Whilst water is considered compatible with earth, water signs supposedly do not share much of the earth signs' practicality and the earth signs supposedly often view water signs' idealism as quite unrealistic, sometime even fanciful. Earth signs supposedly find air signs fascinating because they can be attracted by their strange thoughts and share their intellectual tendencies. However, earth signs supposedly believe air signs to be "up in the clouds" and trying to put forward ideas that never will work in practice. Moreover, the severe detachment and insensitivity of the air signs are qualities the earth signs will eventually find tiresome and offensive. They see fire signs as simply too careless and forceful to be of any use.


Fire signs

In astrology, a fire sign refers to any of the three signs Aries, Leo, or Sagittarius. In earlier astrology, the fire signs were often called bitter, in contrast with the "sweet" air signs.

According to astrological theory, fire signs represent the life-giving and vital force of the zodiac. The fire signs are termed positive and extroverted, and are supposed to be active, dynamic, and highly energetic. They are seen as the inventors, leaders, and pioneers within humanity, possessing an assertive quality that allows them to act upon the thoughts of others extremely quickly.
The worst qualities of the fire signs are seen as their tendency to be irresponsible, overbearing, impatient, and boastful to the point of hurting others' feelings. They can also supposedly find it very hard to deal with detail because of their quest for the "big picture." Because astrology holds that fire signs are frequently highly outspoken, they can prove too much for more sensitive types of people who resist the criticism they can produce. They are supposedly by nature emotionally intense and quick to anger if they disapprove but, unlike water signs, are also very quick to forgive and not sensitive to criticism.

Fire signs are supposedly impatient with less extroverted people, especially earth signs, whom they believe will smother the fire of life. They are believed to resent the earth signs' slowness and preoccupation with detail, and hate the way they pin others down. They supposedly can be attracted to water signs' passion and intensity, but generally find water signs too secretive – in fact to the point of seeing the water signs' sensitivity as utterly dishonest and deliberately deceitful. Air signs, on the other hand, are seen by the fire signs as able to provide them with concrete ideas to help them develop their ideals. Because air signs share their gregarious, extroverted quality, fire signs are comfortable with them. However, they supposedly do not have the patience to analyse as many possibilities as the air signs would like, so they supposedly act more quickly than air signs might wish..


Air signs

In astrology, the air signs consist of Gemini, Libra and Aquarius.

According to astrological theory, air signs are the talkers and communicators of the zodiac. Typically they are supposed to be intellectual, analytical, articulate, and versatile – able to discuss just about any topic. Air signs are also seen as the masters of social graces because they enjoy socialising and are very good at "small talk." They are often seen as so objective that they are unable to be practical and realistic. At worst, air signs are supposed to be so changeable they will not stay anywhere for any length of time, and so restless they have trouble with serious concentration on any single job they might be required to carry out. Air signs' role is seen as providing the ideas that make the future different from the past, whereas fire signs carry out the actions necessary for this.

In human relationships, air signs are said to be gregarious and extroverted, often attracting friends very willingly and easily with their charm and ability to communicate. However, air signs are believed to be lacking in passion and unable to form strong, lasting relationships; astrologers believe few air sign people are able to have a single marriage, for they are said to be as apt to try out new people as new ideas. Air signs are also thought to be extremely lacking in emotional depth because they tend to intellectualise their feelings and generally want to avoid difficult obstacles that might be needed to hold a partnership together. 

Air signs are supposed to more or less understand earth signs because they share a basically rational nature. However, whilst air signs are supposed to admire earth signs' will to achieve, they supposedly find them too timid, pessimistic, undemonstrative, and cautious, and the earth signs, though attracted by the air signs' unique thoughts, find them overwhelmingly unrealistic and flippant. Water signs are believed to be much too passionate and emotionally deep for air signs' flighty, flirtatious nature; indeed, astrology believes air signs hate water signs as too subjective, secretive, and illogical. For their part water signs supposedly deride air signs as emotionally shallow, excessively concerned with worldly pleasure, and uncaring towards others. However, air signs will find themselves most compatible with fire signs, who share the similar traits of being positive, extroverted, outgoing, and fun-loving. Fire signs may not be as intelligent or rational as air signs, as air signs may not be as passionate or controlling as fire signs, but they can generally adapt to each other's ways, and find they have a lot of different traits to offer in fufilling one another.

Copy and pasting is so tiring. D:

Check your sign, and if you want check mine aso. =D Mesa Scorpio.

Now I shalt get back to RE!

"Finished? It'll never be finished. A battle's not like some stupid argument. As long as someone's still breathing, the fight isn't over. You want a reason...for fighting?"

"Everyone who searches for power, without exception, searches for battle! Do you fight in order to become more powerful? Or do you want more power so that you can fight? I can't tell you that. But this was how the world was born!..."

"Let me tell you the truth. The truth behind fighting. Fighting continues forever. After you've defeated one person, someone stronger appears. If you manage to defeat him, then an even stronger person comes along. If you don't have the resolve to endure that eternal struggle, then eventually your confidence will erode.
"But it doesn't end there. The battle is continued elsewhere, fought by others. Its an endless cycle. And it doesn't end with one person's death! The cycle will continue!"

"As long as people and their souls exist, there will be disputes, and those disputes will lead to fights. And those fights will continue without limit, for all eternity."

"What's the difference between a king and his horse? I don't mean kiddy shit like "One's a person, one's an animal" or "One has two legs one has four". In their form, ability and power are exactly the same. Why is it that one becomes the king and controls the battle, while the other becomes the horse and carries the king!? There's only one answer. Instinct!

"In order for identical beings to get stronger and gain the power they need to become king, they must search for more battles and power. They thirst for battle, and live to mercilessly crush, shred, slice their enemies! Deep, deep within our body lies the honed instinct to kill, to slaughter!"

War is forever.

No changing that.

I'm Blue,
Da ba dee da ba dai,
Da ba dee,
Da ba dai,
Da ba dee da ba dai,
Da ba dee,
Da ba dai.

That started out relatively random enough.

Came home from an interview for RE. Before that, I was at Darren's house watching Snao play 4 or 5 whole hours of Kingdom Hearts II. It was kinda fun at Darren's house, lots of stuff to play there. Mostly coz we brought them. xD Anyway, we played Fatal Frame last night! It was f***ing scary. Seriously. You can ask the actual player, Wendeh! He had a first hand encounter with the bloody freaky ghost. And it was horrifying. Me and Wesle were just sitting there beside WZ and yet all three of us let out a small yelp at least. I was like, "HOLY SHIT" and proceeded to freeze in shock and fear. Then we decided to not play it anymore and played something much happier. Like Kingdom Hearts! Lols. Then we all played Mahjong and stuff. With no real money. xD But I made money! And became an addict.

Anyways, we were going to sleep when Ji'an started hacking Maple. Then couldn't sleep. T_T And just so you guys know? I heard every single sentence you said while I PRETENDED to be asleep. I didn't sleep the whole bloody night. I've got a lot on my mind. So now I'm dead tired, sleepy, and with a bad bad bad bad bad flu.

Slept on the taxi to the interview place, but woke up a minute later coz I don't trust anyone I don't know. Donno why. I'm always paranoid. I'd be worried that a taxi driver would kidnap me, commuters on the MRT would steal from my bag and people walking behind me are following me. Paranoia. And distrust. Love and the lack of it. Twas raining just now, and this kid complained about how short the ripples last. Very much like everything else.

Anyways, I'm still thinking about those few people who don't say anything before they go. Yesterday, Wendy left without me knowing... I would've said goodbye if you let me. Then I heard someone exclaim that he didn't know Yiheng left, so it was really kinda sad. Really sad. People just don't say goodbye when they leave, those people who just click the button or turn the knob silently. Not just in real life, real person interaction. You know yourself best. If you had already grasped my heart and tried to slowly steal it from me, at least I know about it, I would gladly let you steal it away. But no. You clasp your hand around my heart and rip it from its very being, the sudden departure does that. The sudden realization that you're no longer there, the sudden revelation that you're already gone, that I can't make it up to you, that I wasn't given a chance, that my empty ribs still bleed, they tear for the all but healing wounds left eternally behind.

I guess this is life. We will all, eventually, depart without warning, one by one, we will leave our friends, and we will spare naught but a word or a wish, and yet all but a simple goodbye. So let me make it up to you, let me be the one making the difference in your life, let me be there with an outstretched hand when you need the most to grasp it, let me be the one you can trust beside you, let me disappear as more than a vanishing ripple, let me be there when you go, let me see you one more time before I say my goodbye.

Please.

Drip. Drip. Drip.
Dew drops off a yellow leaf.
Cold sweat from a nightmare.
Watery paint on a ruined painting.
Medicine not used for the wounds.
Water from the broken pipe above.
Liquid gasoline waiting to burn.
Tears of a broken heart.

Drip. Drip. Drip.

My blood and my trust in your leaking hands.

Drip.

Life's a gamble, along with everything else. We all keep gambling, we're all addicts aren't we. We all do things that we know could probably end up in failure, things that could go horribly wrong and risk losing everything we wanted to gain, including what we put at stake, maybe lose a bit, or a lot more than that. But the stakes are getting higher. And we're all getting scared of losing what we need.

It gets a bit frustrating, how the countless little gambles, little actions, fail to speak the words they can. And I'm losing you bit by bit. Don't be like me. I fear the consequences there is too much. To all the people who have something to say to me? Please just make it direct, don't hide, coz its getting, in a sense, boring. If you want to keep hiding, I don't know when the truth will let up, coz I won't try to get it from you, that's for sure. So with me, take the big gamble. Put all the stakes. Gamble the rest there is.

Coz we're still underage.

And a trust betrayed is
A world decayed,
A dawn that bade
Goodbye,

In the shade, do glance down upon
The rotting thorns that seal
The black, plagued heart
That mourns
And never fears to cry.

And as the soul had yet to drown
In the count of lies, tries,
Regrets that trade
The harvest of corns with frowns,
And just as the crowns would
Rise to the skies,
The frayed, forlorn heart
Sounds a chime.
Drowns in time.
And dies.

Over-sensitive. Melo-dramatic. Whatever. Can't exactly care much more of my selfishness and insensibility of my posts. I'm guilty as charged, and that's what counts.

For a trust misplaced is a friend erased...

...and the times I've chased have died.

And the Montage ends.

I'll post more tomorrow.